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Tuesday, April 27, 2004
crew:
after having a long conversation with willie during crew he suddendly came out with this
"Wanna have sex now?"
Annie thinks...
"eh..not right now, maybe later."
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
I feel guilty about thinking other guys are hot, not because I think they are hot but because I think that if I were not dating Mattt, I would totally (in the words of my friend Beth) "hit that," and that makes me feel guilty.
Actually the worst is the other day I cought myself checking out another guy when mattt was sitting next to me. Now thats low. I have never EVER seen Mattt check out another girl...and to be honest I would not mind if he did, I mean he doesn't know her, he just thinks she is pritty, and I know Mattt well enough to Know that he would not date a girl just because she was pritty. Me, maby i am that shallow. I may not date a guy because he was good looking, but I might make out with him. But yeah, i cought myself and i thought "oh, he is- oh my god i am checking out a guy with my boyfriend sitting right next to me! GOD I am an idiot." Worst part is that I don't think mattt even noticed, and if he did, he did not say anything. Yes, I am sometimes shallow, and I love to flirt. I have been flirting a lot more lately, it's a lot of fun.
Sunday, April 11, 2004
Sometimes I feel trapped in my relationship with mattt...not very often but sometimes....those are usually the times that I feel he does not love me.
If someone won't do something for you, like go dancing, then do they really love you? a slight discomfort for love is nothing. I know if mattt realy wanted to do something, that i didn't enjoy, I would do it. Like playing video games for example. But then, I will try just about anything once. And I don't realy mind doing anything. Mattt hates so many things. At least it seems like it. he doens't like dancing, or actors, or kissing in public, or the cold....
I wanna dance with someone.
